Amy just premiered at the Cannes Film Festival, but now those who weren’t lucky enough to travel to France are getting a taste of the soon-to-be-released flick. The documentary follows the rise of the much-loved singer, using archive footage and old interviews of Winehouse, as well as interviews from her many acquaintances. The new trailer shows haunting home videos of the star before she made it big, and gives an insight into who Amy was—outside of the public eye. The just-released clips also let audiences in on Winehouse’s troubled relationship with ex-husband Blake Fielder-Civil, with Amy saying “I fell in love with someone who I would have died for…and that’s like a real drug, isn’t it?” Regardless of your feelings about the singer’s music, it’s hard not to feel a sense of sadness.