It’s no secret that Chris Brown and Karrueche Tran ‘s relationship hasn’t been a smooth one. For four years, the pair has been on and off and then on again leaving fans confused and even annoyed at their rocky and ever changing relationship status. She told Iyanla Vanzant in an Oprah Winfrey Network exclusive interview Saturday night through tears, “I feel hurt because the man I loved betrayed me. I will never again let a man disrespect me. I want my voice to be heard…I want to clear it up and tell my story and tell my side.”The model admitted to knowing Brown wasn’t your average guy when he asked her to “hang out” at a Norms restaurant on their first date. But at the same time, Tran knows that there will always be a special place in her heart for the famous rapper.